{"id":1012,"date":"2015-04-30T08:57:39","date_gmt":"2015-04-30T16:57:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/?p=1012"},"modified":"2015-04-30T08:57:39","modified_gmt":"2015-04-30T16:57:39","slug":"turn-the-music-up-until-your-head-hurts-more-than-your-heart","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/2015\/04\/30\/turn-the-music-up-until-your-head-hurts-more-than-your-heart\/","title":{"rendered":"Turn The Music Up Until Your Head Hurts More Than Your Heart"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A canary is binary because its yellow or it\u2019s not, and if you have one caged and aging, waiting for the sweet evanescence of oxygen deprivation, why not take a vacation from self-contemplation and sing songs sung by bards unbroken, the unspoken words that render a soul turgid and urge a libido earthwards.<\/p>\n<p>You\u2019ve delved these mines before and deplored the exploration of fruitless exasperation, each nugget discovered another brother you mother handed off to some other, and your grimy face replaced with the more splendid race that chosen for its taste in terpsichorean waste unleashes research into cheaply purchased haste.<\/p>\n<p>A web of crates, sent too late and unpacked and stacked into great piles of unrelated lakes, swimming in chaos a hundred miles from the nearest earnest face, so all you have to play with are your own toes and the throes of poetry thrown over your shoulder like boulders burdened by burgeoning self-hate.<\/p>\n<p>In the great scheme of things, in the shower of memes, in the glossary unorganized and reading like a screed, the only explanation is an expletive deleted in the heat of fearing that repetition of one more lamb\u2019s bleating.<\/p>\n<p>Laugh with me now: the twilight\u2019s last gleaming.<\/p>\n<p>Thin wisps of smoke in the morning steaming off the top of your noggin and the sun also rising, rinsing the night\u2019s agonies from your forehead, retreating, your heart in five four time beating, counting on the countless encounters that mire you in reality, fleeting, as that self-contemplation once more takes over and your rose colored glasses dyed the hue of your own eyes fog up and clog up the bog that make up your lungs as you trudge up another sisyphusean incline.<\/p>\n<p>Birds of a feather flock together so long as their colors align, so if what\u2019s yours is mine than for me to be a coward too I also have to be afraid of you.<\/p>\n<p>And I am, friend, scared of the air we have to share, because my exhalation is your consternation and the music I\u2019m screaming has no meaning to even me, it\u2019s just inevitable breathing, solace taken in switching between erecting sentences and spelling correction, taking direction from dictionaries compiled by guys who died before I\u2019d even been alive.<\/p>\n<p>Tradition a glue stitching together the leather of the book that binds up this structure that has made us both four hundred words richer.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A canary is binary because its yellow or it\u2019s not, and if you have one caged and aging, waiting for the sweet evanescence of oxygen deprivation, why not take a vacation from self-contemplation and sing songs sung by bards unbroken, the unspoken words that render a soul turgid and urge a libido earthwards. 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