{"id":1018,"date":"2015-05-01T15:04:07","date_gmt":"2015-05-01T23:04:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/?p=1018"},"modified":"2015-05-01T15:25:51","modified_gmt":"2015-05-01T23:25:51","slug":"my-most-prized-possession","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/2015\/05\/01\/my-most-prized-possession\/","title":{"rendered":"My Most Prized Possession"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I like to write. On more than one occasions I\u2019ve said that I like to make my fingers go tappity-tap on the keyboard, that there\u2019s a visceral thrill in rapidly negotiating those 26+ buttons, the satisfaction of getting so into it that sometimes I even use four fingers instead of just my usual hunt-and-peck two. But I need to having something to write about, and I\u2019ve come to like that too. Mostly I like sentences. I like to make words bob and weave. I\u2019d like to think that I could read my sentences out loud to someone who didn\u2019t even understand English and they\u2019d somehow get it. Not the meaning of course\u2014the meaning is meaningless. But they\u2019d hear that rhythm.<\/p>\n<p>I also like to take <a href=\"http:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/photos\/\">pictures<\/a>. I\u2019d like to think that there\u2019s a creative impulse in me, and the same on that likes to write is the one that pics up the camera almost every day. It\u2019s not even the thing I\u2019m photographing as much as it\u2019s the challenge. Framing and lighting and depth of field. And then the real fun begins, in post-processing, turning a picture of something into a statement of some kind. But, like above, not a statement that says something meaningful. I\u2019m trying to create rhythm in an otherwise static medium.<\/p>\n<p>The topic of today\u2019s post is my most prized possession, and for me, it\u2019s my camera. I struggled with this idea for most of the day. I knew I wanted to reject going with something pithy or ironic. I cherish my wife, cherish our house, cherish memories of past vacations, cherish the small bag of M&amp;Ms sitting next to me. But I wanted to address this subject without being clever. Wanted to find something to write about that is just an object, a tangible, physical object that I treasure<\/p>\n<p>But I realized that I really don\u2019t hold my possessions that dearly. Indeed, I\u2019ve been trying to get rid of things for a while now. I love to read, I read all the time, but I can\u2019t stand having books overflowing a bookcase. I don\u2019t need to own a ton of esoteric DVDs. I\u2019m a nerd, into nerd things, but nerds love stuff too much, doodads and figurines and all matter of effluvia. I can\u2019t stand it.<\/p>\n<p>Give me four plain walls and something to sit on, and I\u2019m happy. And my camera. (My hard drive, on the other hand, is nearly over-full; apparently my disdain for stuff doesn\u2019t apply to the digital. I was very much born into the correct place in history\u2014I keep I create on my computer. I\u2019m a regular e-hoarder.)<\/p>\n<p>I take pictures, load \u2018them up to the hard drive, and then delete them off the camera\u2019s memory card so I can go take more. I\u2019ve only been doing this for a few years now, but I am finding it hard to imagine not doing it. The camera bag goes with me everywhere. Even to the grocery store. Sure, it stays in the car, but I know it\u2019s there, just in case I come outside with two loaves of bread and see an amazing sky.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/05\/blades-by-the-sea.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"1021\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/2015\/05\/01\/my-most-prized-possession\/blades-by-the-sea\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/05\/blades-by-the-sea.jpg\" data-orig-size=\"900,600\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;5.6&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;Canon EOS REBEL T3i&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1428248078&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;49&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;100&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.002&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"blades by the sea\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/05\/blades-by-the-sea-300x200.jpg\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/05\/blades-by-the-sea.jpg\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-1021\" src=\"http:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/05\/blades-by-the-sea.jpg\" alt=\"blades by the sea\" width=\"900\" height=\"600\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/05\/blades-by-the-sea.jpg 900w, https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/05\/blades-by-the-sea-300x200.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 767px) 89vw, (max-width: 1000px) 54vw, (max-width: 1071px) 543px, 580px\" \/><\/a>I can give you a history of where I\u2019ve gone with my camera, but that\u2019s not the point. It\u2019s not for making memories. It\u2019s not for capturing something I\u2019ve seen. It\u2019s for creating. I\u2019m a function follows form kind of guy. That aforementioned tappity-tap? It leads to stories. The stories aren\u2019t there to be told, and the tappity-tap an artifact of the telling. It\u2019s the other way around. There\u2019s music in the tapping, and that music creates its own story. And with the photos, a field of flowers doesn\u2019t say anything. But if I can get it at the right angle, and push the right buttons in Photoshop, I can discover something that\u2019s never been seen before.<\/p>\n<p>The onus, then, is not on perfection, or even communication, but on exploration. That\u2019s very liberating, and let me urge you to consider embracing such a gestalt. Free your creativity of judgement and you\u2019ll find yourself loving the process more than the product. Oh, sometimes, you\u2019ll accidentally create a work of heart-breaking genius. No one has to know it was only one word in a dictionary of millions.<\/p>\n<p>My camera has taught me a lot of things. There\u2019s rarely a good reason to not take the picture. For every good picture I see, there were a hundred others that I didn\u2019t see. Shoot now, think later affords a state of calm, a mindfulness that puts me in the moment without anxiety or fear.<\/p>\n<p>So there, got my pith and irony after all: my most treasured possession is the one thing that helps me create more nothing.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I like to write. On more than one occasions I\u2019ve said that I like to make my fingers go tappity-tap on the keyboard, that there\u2019s a visceral thrill in rapidly negotiating those 26+ buttons, the satisfaction of getting so into it that sometimes I even use four fingers instead of just my usual hunt-and-peck two. &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/2015\/05\/01\/my-most-prized-possession\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;My Most Prized Possession&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[8,7,29],"tags":[49,22],"class_list":["post-1018","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blogging","category-life","category-writing101","tag-photography","tag-writing-101"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p24y52-gq","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1018","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1018"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1018\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1023,"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1018\/revisions\/1023"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1018"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1018"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1018"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}