{"id":1036,"date":"2015-05-03T06:02:45","date_gmt":"2015-05-03T14:02:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/?p=1036"},"modified":"2015-05-03T06:02:45","modified_gmt":"2015-05-03T14:02:45","slug":"naplobomo-day-3-your-feelings","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/2015\/05\/03\/naplobomo-day-3-your-feelings\/","title":{"rendered":"NaPloBoMo Day 3: Your Feelings"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote class=\"instagram-media\" style=\"background: #FFF; border: 0; border-radius: 3px; box-shadow: 0 0 1px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.5),0 1px 10px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.15); margin: 1px; max-width: 658px; padding: 0; width: calc(100% - 2px);\" data-instgrm-captioned=\"\" data-instgrm-version=\"4\">\n<div style=\"padding: 8px;\">\n<div style=\"background: #F8F8F8; line-height: 0; margin-top: 40px; padding: 50% 0; text-align: center; width: 100%;\"><\/div>\n<p style=\"margin: 8px 0 0 0; padding: 0 4px;\"><a style=\"color: #000; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: 17px; text-decoration: none; word-wrap: break-word;\" href=\"https:\/\/instagram.com\/p\/vyfzbyyqTc\/\" target=\"_top\">#Run until your wool hat leaves marks on your head.<\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #c9c8cd; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0; margin-top: 8px; overflow: hidden; padding: 8px 0 7px; text-align: center; text-overflow: ellipsis; white-space: nowrap;\">A photo posted by Jason Edwards (@bukkhead) on <time style=\"font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;\" datetime=\"2014-11-24T16:22:29+00:00\">Nov 24, 2014 at 8:22am PST<\/time><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p><script src=\"\/\/platform.instagram.com\/en_US\/embeds.js\" async=\"\" defer=\"defer\"><\/script><\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know what my feelings are. I feel like maybe doing only Instagram photos for NaPloBoMo could is\u00a0a good thing. I feel like I should discuss running more often. I feel like sometimes what we feel is a manifestation of the clothes we force ourselves to wear, the friction that inevitably ensues. The difference between want and need. Emotions, we&#8217;re learning, are associated with a mental\u00a0body map. And everyone (EVERYONE) suffers from some degree of body dysmorphia.<\/p>\n<p>I go for a run. I sweat. It gets in my eyes. Next time, I wear a hat to keep the sweat out of my eyes. I take it off and it&#8217;s left marks on my forehead. I look crazy. I look angry. Therefore, I must be. I&#8217;m crazy to think that running is going to anything to improve my body. I&#8217;m angry because I know this and run anyway.<\/p>\n<p>Thankfully, I love to run. I love to blast loud music in my tinnitus-stained ears. I love it when my body is so immersed in synchronizing rhythm and carbohydrate oxidization that my brain checks out completely. The body map disappears and with it, feeling.<\/p>\n<p>I want to run, I need to run. That&#8217;s synchronicity, the best feeling.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>#Run until your wool hat leaves marks on your head. A photo posted by Jason Edwards (@bukkhead) on Nov 24, 2014 at 8:22am PST I don&#8217;t know what my feelings are. I feel like maybe doing only Instagram photos for NaPloBoMo could is\u00a0a good thing. I feel like I should discuss running more often. I &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/2015\/05\/03\/naplobomo-day-3-your-feelings\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;NaPloBoMo Day 3: Your Feelings&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[8,52,11],"tags":[39,53,54,55],"class_list":["post-1036","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blogging","category-nablopomo","category-running","tag-music","tag-naplobomo","tag-running","tag-wool-hat"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p24y52-gI","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1036","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1036"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1036\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1037,"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1036\/revisions\/1037"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1036"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1036"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bukkhead.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1036"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}